Fall  colors, lacking sun but somehow peaceful. Waiting for the UPS man to bring my code books. Covering all the basis, learning new things. Searching for jobs this morning, web tangents. Web tangents means following links from site to site, searching for one that might be a hit for a good job op.

Saw many entrepenureal sites. none of them need a web designer, but they inspire me to wonder…to remember, long ago, I wanted to be one of them. to design clothes, or purses, or fabrics. I never went that route. In college I didnt remember that dream and now, I wouldnt know how to follow it.

This week Ill order another book. Related to designers. where to push your product, such as greeting card design. Im thinking that would be fun to do.

No, Im still thinking about the medical dream theme and yes, there is room for designing greeting cards. Or illustrating. Though I think Im not the kind of illustrator I would like to be.

Anxiety high, soon we will have a new president. Its odd, they arent bombarding us with the numbers for this region that region, this state, that state like they’ve done for every election I can remember.

Not a single word about the counts yet. Im glad really, all it does is panic people even those who dont vote.

My registration was messed up and I didnt know it until it was too late to fix it in time to vote. Too many moves, lost my card, cant remember where I was last registered. If I just had my card I could have proven my registration. In lieu of that I had to remember WHERE I was last registered. But they couldnt find me.

New registration will be needed but not in time for Obama. Id like to say may the best man win, but as we’ve seen in the past, even when the best man won, the worst man can steal the presidency with the help of shifted electoral votes and citizens votes being discarded by a brother and an ex lover. Conspiracy? no you all saw it. It was in our faces so plain but no one dared to stop it.

So, yeah, Obama could win and with the same anti-democratic boobs in high places, relations and friends of bushinsky, McCain could steal the white house just like his cronie.

The electoral has to go. ITs not the voice or the will of the people. Especially when people in high places can redraw its borders to suit their needs.

Im still angry.

Can we really be made to suffer 4 more years of the bush regime via mcCain.

I am still afraid. The answer might be yes. 

McCain means unemployment, rich get richer.

They call Obama the neo socialist. Ill take a little socialism againsts capitalism run amok any day.